Friday, September 12, 2008
{ 8:03 PM }
A misty morning does not signify a cloudy daylearn a new thing today...after receiving all the sms, i begin to lock myself in the room and close all the window and starting to reflect on myself...i begin to realise tat the mistake tat i have made is really far more serious than i have expected...i starting to think...and reflect on all my mistakes...as i thought that i am showing all the care and concern, i actually missed out a lot more important types of care and concern...haiz...this is wat i mean by human normally doesn't noe their mistakes unless someone told him abt it...
i am going to have to change le...i realise that i have been taking things for granted...i looked at the smses...for every mistake i made, i slap myself hard one time...slap like five six times...and in the end i slap myself fifteen more times...cus i noe i surely still have more mistakes de...i think too much abt myself...and missed out le abt others...jus for tat mistake i slap myself five more hard times...i'm not going to make tat mistake again...i noe the things that i have done is really too big le...i know she may not even forgive me again...i think wat i need now is a chance to make up ba...
haiz....i really think i am a shi bai zhe...i really think tat i have to stop all these and change myself...as i noe i have to learn from my mistake and change for the better...i dun wan to be tat myself anymore...i really going to change...think u will really not going to forgive wat i have done...to end up...jus wanna say sorry to u...
in future if a person is going to ask me...in the whole of ur life, wat is the most regretable things u have?...i will ans it is the things that i didn't give her that she want...
not going to post jokes today...not in the correct mood...